On a related note to the post below, I really wish I had the money for male breast reduction surgery. One of the main impediments to my losing weight has always been the knowledge that even if it went perfectly, I'd still have these hideous things. Shayne may not have noticed them for a whole year (it's funny how love blinds you to the imperfections), but they've always made me incredibly self conscious.
I just want to be able to wear a t-shirt without feeling fat. Even when I was down to 190 lbs, my stomach wasn't that bad while my boobs were just distracting. And don't get me started on how ridiculous I look at the beach with my shirt off. It's one of the main reasons I've been to the beach so rarely. It's also why the sweatshirt is my winter garment of choice. Anything body hugging just makes me look like a woman. I know I'm supposed to get past my insecurities, but this is one insecurity I just want to fix.
That, plus losing weight, would make me happier. Not necessarily happy, but happier.
Now I just need to find $4000. Donations can be left at the Teavana store at West Farms Mall, Farmington, CT. We do not take Discover.
(Maybe I can get it for cheap in Thailand while I'm over there!)
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